Will VS ConscienceI talk like I'm wise
as if i know what to do
though i act so foolish
as if i have no clue
The words and the actions
both contradict themselves and eachother
if only I could act upon will
without this growing conscience taking over
I wish I could embrace her
without feeling like I'm wrong
or take an act of courage
without a mind of fog
a leap of faith within ones self
thats all it should be
but how can I when no more exists
in a shell so empty
I hide behind gifts and words
rather than physical affection
rotting away in this hole
burying myself under perilous confliction
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Chemistry over AlchemyIn a world with alchemy
There is one solid rule
To gain something,
something of equal value must be sacrificed.
I'm glad we have a chemistry instead of alchemy
Because I could never find anything to equal the value of your love.
Nothing is equivalent to your smile
Nothing can ever be traded for your simple yet complex personality
Nothing could ever match your youthful wisdom.
A drop upon many
But with a special glow
The wonders of your touch
To create simplistic peace and flow
Just the chemistry of you and I
A bond I feel with you
And the spark in your eyes
The Meaning of MusicLife goes down
Volume goes up
Drowning out the lies
And the voices that won't shut-up
Replace the world with the dreams
The words of sound
So calming they are
to hear the beat pound
Truths and lies
Confessess and denies
Activate the constant thump
Letting go of an off beat life
Mere imitation of perfection
Deafening ourselves to our strives
When we've had our fill
Of dreams and emotional outbreak
Silence once more
But with ambition to create
Only one question.The wall i've built
stood for many years
no hit was strong enough
no emotions to fear
I've hid myself behind
locked my heart away
try to stay safe
stay far from the pain
Now I can no longer hold it
I've seen the crack
not quite a burden lifted
not exactly a load off my back
These unfamiliar senses
the flood of emotions
drown me in confliction
and my wall withers to erosion
I'm shaking, I'm burning
from the inside and out
this pressure within me
makes me want to scream and shout
You've broken my creation
destroyed this bind
opened the closed
heart, eyes and mind
I hope once again
I even dare to dream
with you in my thoughts
Thy world does gleam
I hold you close
I give you my heart
I ask only one thing
"Could we never part?"
Love"Hey! What're you scribbling on your notebook?"
"It's always nothing. Com'n, tell me." With that she snatched the notebook from him and caught him offguard. She was only able to read the first few words that he snatched it back from her.
"Love doesn't exist?" She asked in a confused tone
"It's nothing alright!"
"It is something. What are you not telling me?"
"I said it's NOTHING" a rage in his voice. She was taken aback by his anger that she couldn't reply in fear.
After a few minutes of silence, he finally spoke.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't of reacted the way I did."
"It's okay. It's not your fault."
"The thing is I don't want people to know how I feel about things."
"You can tell me. You know you can trust me. Please tell me. I want to help you. How can you say love doesn't exist. What about your mom? A mom always loves her child."
"My mom left me and my dad when I was five for another man." His reply was cold.
"I'm sorry. I....I didn't know. But your dad loves you right?"