Confession

Every word of every line
and every meaning behind
takes my breathe away
and I don't know why

I gave you my word
gave you my heart
and I can't beleive
that I was the one
who ripped it apart.

as from what I see
and from what I hear
it was not only I
who shed a tear

No night or day has passed
that your not in my head
constantly fearing
every word that i've said

The following night
of what had taken place
I dreamed of you
and read the emotions on your face

You were happy and smiling
because I wasn't there
My existence erased from your memory
and no drop of despair

I saw it clear
you better off without me
I only hold you back
from what you could truly be

I cannot fathom
the pain either one may feel
I can only say
Your heart is not mine to steal.

But, even through all of this self-destruction
I can't help but think
that somehow in this battle of confliction
I could somehow ask for another chance
Even as I know of the pain I've wrought
I find it stupid of me to even think this thought

Confession is Confession, whether I want to say it or not
this being what keeps my mind and life on pause
I gather the will power to click sumbit
as submit being equivalent to unpause.